conflict

confrontation is not my thing. never has been. never will be. i deal with conflict by denying that there is one and pretending like there never could be one. neither one of these responses is healthy and i'm fully aware of that. but the alternate response, which is the healthy response, makes me want to poke myself in the eye. hard. i know this is something i've got to work on, but for now i feel like i would rather walk around blind in one eye.